Bleedin' Soul...

Bleedin' soul is what i feel,when the arrow of love struck's into my heart.Not knowin' y..Probably,'cz of the bad experienced i have been through...Well,i'd believe,that as time passes,pain heals and knowledge increase...I have alwiz thought that a women should only have "one man in her life"...:) jUst i'd realized,i' have been a hipokrit'for my own thinkin'..not that i have fallen in love once again'...
"i'm not sure"....very much puzzled in my own world
Let me ask u my dear reader,
Share with me,your very own opinion'...
What would you do,if one fine day,u'd realized that u could not eventually live,not being able to meet that one special person,that you wanna be with...
Well,that special person,gives you nothin more but a simple smile that brighten's ur day...with much more colours that 'd rainbow itself.How sweet can my words say,more sweeter it is,to be in..Im not sure,if im the only want feelin' it differently...Extracting he's care towards me,in a different way...The care that i'll alwiz wanted.."Why do i alwiz feel,we r alone,even if there are people around us..feel,like the world seems to go on,just for u and me"->How i wish,could i ask him these questions....He doesn't know how to show,the love he has in store...but he's presence and touch says it all....NO PHYSICAL touch...NO ROMANCE at all...Let me be clear to u my dear reader,it's only me feelin' this way....No touch or romance have bloomed this in me...He's being purely true of he's sincerity towards me,of the relationship we r being in...Friendship....A word,that know's no boundary's of expression...Matter of fact,i'd realized from the very first day...i'm not he's type...well,thousands of reasons to reject me,none for him,as for me....hmm,everythin' seems to be riddle to me...shall i confess,shall i not....how could i put my guts together and approach love once again???i may look bold and strong,..i'm not..well,many things that he makes me feel..hard to say...makes me feel good,drives the motive in me,that i should take things more easily in life.best of all,i feel the women in me..well,never felt like this before...so uncomfortable,'bout something that i never knew could happen to me,'cz of him...expressing my feelin's might just ruined my relation with him...it doesn't matter if this doesn't go far,but how if....this is the end of our conversation.....sleepless night im goin' through... Tell me,my dear reader.....What would you do,to live love in your friendship??? How do u think positively can this go on'?How bout the consequences you might face??? Sharing your opinions is what i'm in need....

p;s-->a great thought that pop-'d up in my mind...just a thought..