LOv3....wAs wH3n i LoV3d yOu...
Love...
a wOrD thAt mezm3rIzES me,tRuLy....
a Fe3Lin' oF EmOtIonZ,tHAt cOuLd nOt bE cArv3d iNtO WoRdz...
a fEeLin' That TakEz oN3 tO anOtHeR WOrLd,oF BrIgHthn3sS....
A NeVer eNDinG,HeAvEN Of sTars.....
sOM3Tim3s,The LoneLinEsS We Fe3l At hEaRt.....we'L tEnD tO tHinK...
"hOW dOeS It fEel...tO B3 lOVed...aNd tO LoV3...I fELt th3 Sam3 WaY,ToO.....-------------------------------------------------
'TiLl tHe dAy,i fOunD yOu....... tH3 Day Wh3Re i ReaLizEd, i hAv3 Be3n tOtaLly dRowNeD In uR PrEsEnc3..
i wOuLdn'T sAY it wAs LovE At fIrSt sIgHt....
aLl i kNOw i jUst LoSt mYSeLf, WiTh YoUr sAinT lOok....
WaS A GrEat Fe3lIn'...To Lov3 SOmEOne.... Som3oNe Lik3 yOu..
tO Fe3l YoUr wARmTH PrESenc3...:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::On3 NiGhT...It hUrT M3 tH3 mOsT...Wh3n... i Was aWaK3N By 'd fACt oF nOt b3iNg WIth yOu... iT TrULy tOr3 mY H3ArT, apARt...How COuLd i b3 SuCh A dREam3r...WiShIn' FoR SoM3ThIn' tHat dO3sN't b3LonG tO M3...I wAS hUrt....TruLy... De3pLy...nOT That i'm LoneLy...... aLL fOr oN3 r3aSOn.....
That i cOuLd nOt sPenD ThE ReST Of mY LiF3...... LiVinG ThRoUgh tHe spARkL3S Of yOur eY3S...--------------------------------------------------kNowiN' yOu...lOvIn' YoU....
tHIs h3aRt oF Min3...NeVer FeLt iT's Lon3liN3Ss....
EveN iF w3 Ar3 Not tOgEthEr....
You'V3 aLWiz bE3N 'd On3 wHo cAPtUr3d tH3 LoV3 in My hEarT........
AlL The LovE That i bEen kE3Pin' alL ThIS whIL3 fOr soMeoN3 SPeciAl...
'tiLL ToDay,wHEn TenD3r oF Lon3Lin3sS drOwNs m3 In tHem..... aT onE POiNt...
u TenD To apPeAr in This MeMorY Of mIn3....
tHoSe dAYz aR3 rEmArkaBL3 mOm3nTs,In mY LiF3.....'cz aS fOr m3........Lov3....wAs wH3N I Lov3d yOu...
a ChapTer.....i WoULd nEvER ReAD aGaiN,In mY LiFe.......
SoMeTim3S I wOnd3r...
hOw doEs it fEeL....WHen u tHInk,That u knOW SoMEoN3
sO well...so trU3...So dEep....
but aCtUalLy u DIdn't....aLl u'D rEAliZe,The pErSoN U tRuStED thE MosT,
IsN't tHe sAM3 PeRsoN,AnyMor3......tH3 PeRsoN yOU'd aLwiZ LoOK UpON Of
SharIng yOur fEeLinZ',uR EmOTIoNz....dOesN't hAVe tHe uSUaL cOmFoRt zOne,U'd aLwIz lOok Upon...............
aT That PoINt...
The PoiNT U wEnt tOtaLly wRoNg 'BouT Ur ConCePtiOn.....
DoeS iT FeEL...tHaT nO bOnd's cOuLD be tRuStED...?
HaVE U FeLt....eVEry LiVin' ThINg,nEeDs tO be rE-payEd fOr tHeiR dEeDz...?
oR Is it jUsT Me??....Is iT JuST Me,sPeAkIN' of BeTrayAL..?
Wait a MInuTE..!!!
HoW CoULd iT Be a bEtRAyaL...???
sHe hAs ALwiZ BeEN A PeRsON I cRIeD ToO...I AgReE....buT
nEvER ShE hAd taK3n sOmEtHiNG tHAt bElOngEd tO me....NeVer,bUt y??
y dId i ShaTt3R So bAdLy...hAvE I MisUnDeRsTOoD 'd rEaLiTY...???
gOd....hELp m3...!!!
HaS tHIs fEeLin oF MiNE,rUiNed mY BoND....tHe bOnD I ShARed cLOselY WiTH Her,...
wELL,tHiNgs aRe nOt tHe sAme NOw...
iS iT M3..?Or dId naTuRe tAkE iT's cOuRsE?....
SoMeTiMeS I WoNdER....
CoULd i TuRn bAcK TIm3......
tUrn bAck tIm3..,sO i cOuLd rE-PeNd mY MiStaK3s.....
iT's a bIt TOo mUcH To gO AgaInSt nAtUrE,BUt.....
oNlY a hUrT anD cOnFuSeD SoUL........LiKe m3...
wOuLd bE FiLlEd wIth mUltIpLe nOnsEnsibL3 qUeStIoNz.......
a ChapTer.....i WoULd nEvER ReAD aGaiN,In mY LiFe.......
*A N3w bEgiNniNg*
hEy gUyz,This bLog of MinE,May bE A Lil' sUrpRiSiNG FOr u aLl...BUt hEY,wHAt iS Life...wiThOut sUrpRisEs... Tnx tO My iNsPiRatIon...ms.mYsTicAL KnoTZ...@ParVeEN...PeoPle oUt thEr',JUsT WAnNA LeT Ya kNow,wiSh tO SHaR3 ThIS bLog wIth EvERYOn3 cLosE TO My hEart...WiLl pUTdOwn mY fEelINgs iN WoRDs fRoM TodaY OnWarDs,mY PeRSoNAL eXPeRIEnCes,mY ThOughTZ,my dReamz,mY WiSHeS,My faNtazY's,mY Goalz....Etc...aLl i WAnNA SaY,If u Do fEeL ThE SamE Way,iF U dO FeEL....LiKE SHarIng wIth mE SOMe oF Ur eXPErIENcES,IF U dO FeEL....tHAT I'M SoMeoNe wOrTH Ur tHoUghTZ And iF U do fEel lIke cRItiZInG ThE WaY I tHInk...pLease fEeL FrEe to dRop me A CoMmEnt...i Will dEFIneTEly apPRecIATe all oF IT...ANd acCept iT,wIth an Open hEart.....Truly,dEepLy, tHaNKfUL To alL..LovE Ya,gUyz....muaxXxXx...
